Things have been worse. Thanks to Snurk for pointing out the emotional abuse community. I am a little apprehensive. I didn't think I was being abused, but after reading the posts I am in a similar situation as some of these people were. Why does that scare me so?I am so tired of being lonely. I am so sick of wondering if I am asking for more than I deserve. I cannot tell him that I think I am emotionally abused. He will tell me I am a drama queen. Its wierd. finding a new group to fit into made me feel soo alone. I must have lost my mind.