A new day
Its 4 51 Am; I am already showered and dressed ready to go pray in a little while. I feel good this morning, I've had a good 7 or so hours of sleep I have clear goals for today and I think all the caffeine and energy drinks from last night are still in my system. My sleep was very shaky and jerky because of them maybe I shouldnt use cafeine in the evenings. If only I could have a smoke to go with my coffee that would just make this day perfect lawllll.So asking mishti to help me out turned out to be a bust as expected; well thats cruel of me to say both that it turned out to be a bust and that I expected it to be so I mean its not her job to fix me, poor girl was only trying to help but that said it is my fault. I shouldnt have put this kind of responsibility on her it was unjust on my part. I need to be nicer to her from now on :/
So new plan we use the diary as a benchmark and send myself emails as reminders to help keep me on track. Now isnt that pitifully depressing that I cant even find a real human being to fucking email me and keep me on track of my routine well thats just the way it is what are you gonna do about it eh.
No more dishonorable conduct, no more spilling of guts and being a moapy whinney little bitch in public. NO MORE EMBARRASSING YOURSELF IN PUBLIC that includes asking your female friends to set you up with a girl. For the love of Christ man are you fucking retarded? There are barely a handful of people who find you tolerable enough to associate with you dont fucking drive them away to. You really need to tone down the crazy brah.
You cannot sleep more than 7 hours a day. Absolutely fucking not 7 hours thats your cap get all the rest you can in that time slot.
You have to work-out twice every day; once in the mornings where you follow your mobile phone applications and once in the evenings when you use the exercise table given in the book NO EXCEPTIONS
The 30% efficiency rule applies to you at all times which means for every hour you spend on the computer 20 minutes of that time must have been used working. We have a lot of catching up to do AND I MEAN A FUCKING LOT. You need to have atleast 75-100 K saved by the time you go back home.
You have to pray atleast twice a day including Fajr in the mornings and spend 15 minutes reading tafsir. Again no exceptions here.
Gentlemen it is time to get our shit together nay it is high time to get our shit together.
let me end with a totally irrelevant piece of poetry thats been stuck in my head for a few days
O were my love yon Lilac fair, Wi' purple blossoms to the Spring, And I, a bird to shelter there, When wearied on my little wing! How I wad mourn when it was torn By Autumn wild, and Winter rude! But I wad sing on wanton wing, When youthfu' May its bloom renew'd. O gin my love were yon red rose, That grows upon the castle wa'; And I myself a drap o' dew, Into her bonie breast to fa'! O there, beyond expression blest, I'd feast on beauty a' the night; Seal'd on her silk-saft faulds to rest, Till fley'd awa by Phoebus' light!
So new plan we use the diary as a benchmark and send myself emails as reminders to help keep me on track. Now isnt that pitifully depressing that I cant even find a real human being to fucking email me and keep me on track of my routine well thats just the way it is what are you gonna do about it eh.
No more dishonorable conduct, no more spilling of guts and being a moapy whinney little bitch in public. NO MORE EMBARRASSING YOURSELF IN PUBLIC that includes asking your female friends to set you up with a girl. For the love of Christ man are you fucking retarded? There are barely a handful of people who find you tolerable enough to associate with you dont fucking drive them away to. You really need to tone down the crazy brah.
You cannot sleep more than 7 hours a day. Absolutely fucking not 7 hours thats your cap get all the rest you can in that time slot.
You have to work-out twice every day; once in the mornings where you follow your mobile phone applications and once in the evenings when you use the exercise table given in the book NO EXCEPTIONS
The 30% efficiency rule applies to you at all times which means for every hour you spend on the computer 20 minutes of that time must have been used working. We have a lot of catching up to do AND I MEAN A FUCKING LOT. You need to have atleast 75-100 K saved by the time you go back home.
You have to pray atleast twice a day including Fajr in the mornings and spend 15 minutes reading tafsir. Again no exceptions here.
Gentlemen it is time to get our shit together nay it is high time to get our shit together.
let me end with a totally irrelevant piece of poetry thats been stuck in my head for a few days
O were my love yon Lilac fair, Wi' purple blossoms to the Spring, And I, a bird to shelter there, When wearied on my little wing! How I wad mourn when it was torn By Autumn wild, and Winter rude! But I wad sing on wanton wing, When youthfu' May its bloom renew'd. O gin my love were yon red rose, That grows upon the castle wa'; And I myself a drap o' dew, Into her bonie breast to fa'! O there, beyond expression blest, I'd feast on beauty a' the night; Seal'd on her silk-saft faulds to rest, Till fley'd awa by Phoebus' light!
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