today
Today has been pretty depressing for me. It's my boyfriend's birthday but he has spent the entire day in the garage or with his friend. I don't even recall him acknowledging when I said happy birthday to him.
I also just adopted a 2nd cat that was on death row, plus I had fallen in love with her instantly. Now that she is here I feel like I'm not capable of helping her bond with my other cat or our dogs. I want to study cats and cat behavior and help the shelter where I volunteer with networking but I feel I am not good enough for any of it. Any technique I have learned no matter where the source my boyfriend questions it and makes me feel like I'm just wasting my time and am stupid.
Feeling pretty worthless today. Glad it's almost over and maybe I will sleep. It's the only relief I can get from my emotions.
I also just adopted a 2nd cat that was on death row, plus I had fallen in love with her instantly. Now that she is here I feel like I'm not capable of helping her bond with my other cat or our dogs. I want to study cats and cat behavior and help the shelter where I volunteer with networking but I feel I am not good enough for any of it. Any technique I have learned no matter where the source my boyfriend questions it and makes me feel like I'm just wasting my time and am stupid.
Feeling pretty worthless today. Glad it's almost over and maybe I will sleep. It's the only relief I can get from my emotions.
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He is not treating you very well, I don\'t blame you for being sad. You have a lot on your plate right now. The cat will pull through and adapt. I wonder if you can find another home before you get to attached?? Just a thought, would your mother take you and the animals in until you found a place of your own? Thinking about you... Hugs.
Sorry about the deluge of the same comment. I was having trouble with the server...
Sorry it\'s been a while since a reply. I can always turn to my mom however she lives in the mountains and there is not much opportunity for me there. Plus I must use crutches to get around so when the snow hits I sometimes get housebound.
That was a crazy server error but luckily there is a remove button!