sad

the last few weeks i have been a dark place i feel all alone like noone cares if im here that hurts me i try to be happy and upbeat but its so hard my mom is more hateful everyday she makes me feel like im nothing i miss my daddy so much and my son who will not talk to me that has crushed me i just wish it would all go away but it dosent it just hangs on i pray i can get out of this fog i feel like i dont even wanna live but i do for my babies and my friends and family i will keep praying and i will find the way out of the darkness please know i love u all even though i dont talk much u are in my thoughts god bless all my friends whom have been there for me it means alot well ill go now take care