Missing him.
Dear God, I believe that that Don and I we're one and now I'm just a half. I picture my soul moving like in water, feelers reaching out, flowing and searching for my love. Empty. I've learned to smile and act normal for everyone as they are blind to my pain. I had no choice. Now they can bask in their advice, and say they told me so. I say please, thank you and smile to put others at ease, and die every day for it. Please Lord send me a nice dream, or thought. Any thing. I miss my better half. Your girl, Kim
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Oh yes, the face we put on for others. We could win an Oscar at times, over and over. Yet no one knows the pain we are feeling except those that are going through it too. Wishing you wonderful dreams and thoughts. Hugs, Michele
kim- I think sometimes it is easier to pretend rather then face all those well meaning people who have the magic plan to fix us. We can not be fixed, we can only heal and that takes time! Be kind to yourself. Big hug Patti
Im gonna pray right now too that god sends you that dream...that thought...that gentle blanket even if only for a second. Sending a gentle hug
Hi Kim, I can so relate to your entry. We put that \'face\' on to appease others and I think, in part, in hopes to become that which we are acting be it happy, excited, accepting, whatever. This journey is hard and I am wishing you a beautiful dream with your husband full of love. Hugs, -Becca