I don't really know what to say, i know i haven't been on here for a while, but in the space of 2 weeks, i lots my granddaughter and my daughter.  I feel like my life is falling apart, but i have to be strong, my other children have lost a neice and their oldest sister.  Iris was born on October 12th at 28 and a bit weeks. She died in Amy's arms when she was 4 hours old.  On the 23rd October at 7.42pm Amy was pronounced dead by paramedics. We'd taken the children out for the day, and left Amy on her own. She said she needed space. We got home to find our beautiful daughter had hung herself in the bathroom. There was nothing we could do. Amy had gone to look after Iris in heaven.