25 Days

I've just realized that I'm 25 days in now,  I didn't even realize it was that long.  In general things have been really positive, occasionally I feel a pull to divulge in my addiction but yesterday I tried just ignoring it for a while and it seamed to work.
 
The thing that I'm finding the hardest is when my girlfriend criticizes something, like my lack of progress work wise, though I do do that to myself too.  I've made so much progress on here and I know that if I get this right then work will follow, I'm really confident about that.  She wants to try for a baby too and I feel a bit like I'd rather have this well and truly behind me first.  I can't say to her that I'm focussing on something more important than work right now, so it makes things pretty difficult... though to be honest compared to when I was 'using' I guess I'm getting on pretty well, and I certainly feel less guilt about spending my time and effort on here than I used to feel when I was on other sites,
 
so hey I think I'm doing pretty well  !!!!!!
 
I hope you're all doing great too!