So I feel extremely alone right now. If it wasn't for Music I'd go insane seriously. So my favorite songs at the moment are: "Rise Today" By: Alter Bridge and "The Pretender" By: Foo Fighters. I listen to those songs over, and over again when I'm depressed. It helps sooooooo much. I just feel really sad right now.....I'm having alot of family problems. I just don't feel like I belong anywhere, like I'm always in the way. Which is precisely why I should just leave, but my fear is the only thing holding me back. "Damn FEAR".....LOL. I hate it....it's taking over my life. However, I know the only way to get thru it is to make the jump. If I fail then I fail, but atleast I made the jump. That way I can help myself realize that Fear can not take over your life unless you let it. GAWH!!!!!!!!! I'm annoyed at LIFE right now, and why do people have to be so negative all the time. Thats why there are so many depressed people in this world. So many people are assholes, and they try to bring you down b/c their life isn't how they wanted. Well, guess what it's not too late until the day you die. So STOP bringing everybody else down, and make your own dreams happen. GAWH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL
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Hi Ambi, keep your spirits up! One day at a time and eventually things will happen for the best.
i already wrote you about this, but i\'m going to leave a comment also. hun...your not alone. i\'m here, we are here to help. the song i sent you, will help a bit. dont let people have that kind of power over you. let them help; but never let them tear you down or ruin your day. we can have control over this you know. if someone calls you a bank robber....that doens\'t mean you really are one, you know. be a good person as you are, and know that is enough.
never give up.
love always.
dennis