Angry
Since my last entry, I have achieved a couple of goals. I certified in CCNP routing and Switching, and I have started back to college for my BS in IT-Security. I am so proud of myself for being able to do it! With no encouragement from her, I am moving on little by little everyday.
I have been waking up angry everyday, it getting kinda scary. I hope to push through it. I have been listening to calming music, but its only works while I am listening to it. I woke this morning early and was the angriest I have been, rather not post on the thoughts, but I think I feel this way, because I believe she may be cheating on me again. :( FML
I sit and think, am I doing the right thing by staying? Or am I just killing myself more and more each day of this so called life of mine. IDK. Deep breathe, only 2533 days to go.
I have been waking up angry everyday, it getting kinda scary. I hope to push through it. I have been listening to calming music, but its only works while I am listening to it. I woke this morning early and was the angriest I have been, rather not post on the thoughts, but I think I feel this way, because I believe she may be cheating on me again. :( FML
I sit and think, am I doing the right thing by staying? Or am I just killing myself more and more each day of this so called life of mine. IDK. Deep breathe, only 2533 days to go.
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