I've slowing been slipping under again.. I've been binging and purging a little bit this week.. Drinking
A lot. I don't have the energy to get up and go to school, and work either.. I'm just stressed out I guess.
Nicholas is gone now.. I miss him a lot. Things are so good between us now, but the distance ,
That's really hitting me.. I think maybe that's why I'm falling under again... Knowing I won't see him again until may... Man.. It's sad.