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are you kidding me i can't even right now oh my god.
 
nicholas is leaving for six months.. oh my god i'm crying and i just can't deal... not seeing him for six months..
i know he's bad for me, and i know this may be a good thing but right now i just can't even deal.... like really? tomorrow he'll be in lexington and it's the last time i'll be able to see him for 6 months... i have to see him.. i have to..