Binged/purged today.. I'm so gross. I had a really stressful day today.
Nicholas told me we couldn't even be friends anymore because I'm mental. I'm sorry I have issues, but I will overcome them. I will. I hate that I'm never good enough for anyone, I feel so lonely.. So unloved. I miss being held, and kissed, and it
Meaning something.. It's been so long since I've felt loved.
Anyways, I fasted until dinner, and ate way way way to much. I feel so gross, even though it's
Not in me anymore.. I wish I didn't do this to myself. I'm goin to talk to Dr. Umar tomorrow..
Maybe we can figure out something to do about the way I've been feeling
Recently..
Xoxo
Nicholas told me we couldn't even be friends anymore because I'm mental. I'm sorry I have issues, but I will overcome them. I will. I hate that I'm never good enough for anyone, I feel so lonely.. So unloved. I miss being held, and kissed, and it
Meaning something.. It's been so long since I've felt loved.
Anyways, I fasted until dinner, and ate way way way to much. I feel so gross, even though it's
Not in me anymore.. I wish I didn't do this to myself. I'm goin to talk to Dr. Umar tomorrow..
Maybe we can figure out something to do about the way I've been feeling
Recently..
Xoxo
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You have some very deep needs and, unfortunately, you\'re looking to teenage boys...who know little about themselves...for your source of comfort.
While this is normal, and otherwise fine, this sets you up for disappointment and pain when these untrained and unknowing boys can\'t meet you at your point of need. I wouldn\'t place too much trust on them because they are largely incompetent. Oftentimes, these boys do grow up and go on to be fine young men, but more often than not...they stay \"stuck\" in their teenage modes. Ask the older girls if this is not so....
You definitely need and deserve a fine young man...I\'m just saying that they are hard to find, so you\'ve gotta be careful.
Another painful relationship is only going to cost you more than it\'s worth.
You are smart...let\'s make you wise here.
Boys are idiots, but it still hurts huh ? :( I am sorry that happened. Bad timing as well. Maybe time to focus on you will be good for you. I just say that cause when I am dating someone it is really easy to lose myself or ignore my issues because I am caught up. Big hugs doll. -Christy