Today I went out with this boy I really care about. I hate myself so much, I ended up hooking up with him, even though I KNOW I will never be in a relationship with him. He doesn't want me like that. I hate
Myself for hooking up with him, but I feel like maybe things will be different.. But they never are. Why can't I just find a good guy who likes me for me?
I ate a slice of pizza today.. Didn't purge it. But I figure I worked it off. I still
Feel so pathetic.,,
Myself for hooking up with him, but I feel like maybe things will be different.. But they never are. Why can't I just find a good guy who likes me for me?
I ate a slice of pizza today.. Didn't purge it. But I figure I worked it off. I still
Feel so pathetic.,,
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You shouldn\'t hate yourself for that. Tons of girls feel the same way you do (including me) about finding a DECENT guy out there. Its hard but it just takes patience. You have to love yourself in order to find someone to love you :) Take care of yourself hun. Don\'t feel bad about the pizza. You\'re beautiful on the inside and the outside.
It\'s just so hard.. And Nicholas actually texted me today and told me we couldn\'t even be friends anymore, because I was too \'crazy\' for him.. I mean, I do have issues, but I try to keep them under wraps when I\'m with people I care about.. I just can\'t do it anymore. It\'s hard to love yourself when you feel like you have no one else who even cares, just a little.
Thanks baby .
There are solutions to your problems.
Again, boys are super stupid and sometimes their boy cooties rub off and we make choices we normally wouldnt because...I dont know...our brains stop working right. This is a way rough time for you right now but hang in there. You will get a hold of this. :)