Everybody has someone it seems. I'm always alone. I hate this. Sometimes I just wish it would all end. what's the point of living if you don't have someone that loves you? Money and material things can't buy love and I hate how people think that way.
I just wish this would all go away. All this pain. I can't sit here and think about it all the time, it drives me nuts!! 
Usually when I feel this way, I go for a drive. A long drive. I do it to kill time and ease the pain. Nothing else eases the pain or distracts me more. Is that bad? I mean, I end up using alot of gas, but I can't sit her all day and think about him. I can't work cuz I'm still sick and I can't go to the gym either. And it's hard to cry when you have a lingering cough.
I hate this. I want this pain to go away already!!!!