I'm so sick of thinking about him and trying to figure him out! I mean, I still have feelings for him, I'm wondering if I do love him. All I know is that I miss him and miss being around him with all the fun we had. I just don't really trust him yet I will pray for him in order to change. Whether he is doing his wrong deeds diliberately or not, I will pray for him. I forgive him if he didn't love me back and for him cheating on me, but I still have to mend the pain. And we definitely can't be together nor be with anyone because of our emotional issues.