Well, I spoke to one of my friends today and she told me that he's telling me the truth. He really just needs space to do his work. Deep down I understand. I'm a student too. I know he loves me from what his actions tell me. I know he knows I love him and have always. I just pray that things will get better and I need to focus now. I mean, really focus. In all heart of hearts, this love can't stand a chance to flourish if I don't get my act together. Now, I can be at peace. I love him no matter what. And I love myself first and foremost.