Ok. So the guy i met online I haven't talked to in almost two weeks. i took him off of my MySpace page because it seemed like his communication with me wasn't consistent and I felt like he didn't care about my well-being. I told him that I was feeling down and he didn't even respond to me! All of this is through text, and when he didn't respond, it made me think that he really didn't care about me. To me, it was a test to see if he could be the kind of person I could count of who could lend a shoulder to cry on as a friend. And it seemed like he didn't pass the test so I deleted him from my friend's page and sent him a message that he was pissing me off, that he seemed to be playing games with me, and I told him not to call me. The messages weren't "read" yet, but after I deleted him, everytime I saw his page, he always described his mood as being "angry", but today, he put down that he was still thinking about someone. I don't know. A part of me has this feeling that it's me, but I don't want to get my hopes up. I mean, I haven't even spoken to him or even tried to call him. Plus he hasn't even tried to call me. I don't know. Even though I deleted him, I still think about him and I miss our little conversations/texts here and there. He seemed like fun and I was starting to really like him even though I never met him. But I was so cautious and looked out for possible signs that he might not be an emotionally reliable person so I quickly deleted him. I'm so afraid of getting hurt now, especially since I've been hurt waaay too much in just the last several months. I can't afford to get hurt anymore. Those past hurts ruined my path in life and I can't risk that happening again, esp. since now I'm starting a HUGE internship at a major TV studio! Anyhow, I just wanted to express how much I missed the guy, even though I might never hear from him again or ever get to see him in person. I just wished that things would've been different, but they're not. He is the way he is and I can't change that.