Hey everyone!!   Gosh, I haven't written in such a looong time! I hope everyone is doing better on here! I sincerely missed everyone on here. One of the main reasons why I haven't been on here is cuz I didn't have much internet access for a few months!! Plus no cable and here in Hawaii, there are hardly any local stations!   So far, no panic attacks. Although this was strange: When I went back home to Cali for a month, that same panic attack-like feeling came back to me! I only had them when I was in Cali before I left to move to Hawaii! Isn't that strange?!   I've gone though alot these past few months, but more on that tomorrow (now that I have internet here at my new place!)...I hope all is well with everyone. You are all in my prayers!