It's weird. But I'm not in the mood to do any homework. It seems like that's all I've been doing for the past two weeks. I feel like my vacation is over now! I've only gone to the beach once since I've been here. I've fallen into the routine of just going to class, then going back to the on-campus apartment to do homework, then fall asleep! There's the bus to go places, but I really don't have no one to go out with other than these guys I met online! I feel like my life is getting boring. I don't know. Maybe I'm just tired. Afterall, I've only been getting 5-6 hrs. of sleep a night. As far as the guy I'm dating, I can't stop thinking about him! He occupies my mind most of the day! While the teachers are lecturing, I'm thinking of him. While trying to do homework, I'm thinking of him. I still manage to get homework and other stuff done thank God! But I think about him so much that it's driving me crazy!! It's like I have a passion inside of me that won't burn out! Don't get me wrong tho. I want to have a relationship with him, it's just that I'm addicted to thinking about him alot! I'm wondering if this is normal. Tonight I'm suppose to go out with him. I've decided not to spend the night at his house and tell him that I have homework that I want to do early next morning (which is really true). So we're just going to go out and then he'll take me home. The day after, he's going to take me to buy a mountain bike so that I could have something to do on campus besides sit in the apartment burying my head in my books all day. He offered to take me (he's so sweet). I just don't want him to assume I'm easy or something like that because I don't do that kind of thing anyway.
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sounds like you need some rest
going out with him on a date is fine but if you are not ready then ler him know
getting a bike will help get you out for awhile
take care
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gerri