I feel so bad. And I'm in love with someone! The thing is, I don't know how he feels about me. Why do I feel this way when I barely met him?I met him on the internet 2 months before I came here to Hawaii. When we finally met, I felt chemistry. The thing is, I don't know if he does. I'm scared. I feel like I already love him! I don't know why and it's eating me inside everytime I don't hear from him. He emailed me yesterday, but I felt that he should've just called me. I don't know. This is getting in the way of my studies. I don't feel like studying right now. I guess my mind is full of thoughts of him! Then I just started to cry! Then I started to think of my family and my dog back home and then I just broke down here in my apartment on campus. I feel horrible now when I was feeling great.