Broken
I feel broken. My destructive behavior keeps me broken. Why can't I learn to love myself? I guess cuz I feel like I'm not worth it.
I have let the abuse from the past make me feel unworthy. I know better;however, I continue the abuse even after the people in my life are gone.
I can feel love towards another person but I can't feel their love. I turned that switch off 30 some years ago and still don't won't turn it back on.
Sometimes a broken heart never mends.
I have let the abuse from the past make me feel unworthy. I know better;however, I continue the abuse even after the people in my life are gone.
I can feel love towards another person but I can't feel their love. I turned that switch off 30 some years ago and still don't won't turn it back on.
Sometimes a broken heart never mends.
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I feel your pain Broken. I tend to be self destructive and don\'t even know why. I was abused quite a bit when I was younger and feel like I am worthless most of time. It is hard to learn to love yourself. But you have to realize that it is all up to you. You can find people in a.a. that love you but in the end it is up to you to change your way of thinking.
Believe me ,, for the people for whom are first coming to a.a. you are important. You will save lives by sharing your story. I couldn\'t have done it without the peeps in a.a. Just to know that some one else had the same experience if not peeps in a.a. made me feel a little more normal. Keep working the program and you will feel worth.