Depression
This horrible depression that I have been has taken up enough of my energy. I feel like everyday is a battle against this awful disease. Why am I so flawed? I am a smart, caring woman yet I have a battle in my own mind.
I think I would rather have an enemy that I could just slay and be done with it.
Going to pray even though I can barely muster the energy to have faith. God has always been there for me, I know this.....but my mind still asks why. Why must our faith be tested daily? Why can't Letting Go and Letting God be enough for now?
I must find ways to keep busy while going through TX. I have to believe that It Gets Better.
Faking it till I make it.
I think I would rather have an enemy that I could just slay and be done with it.
Going to pray even though I can barely muster the energy to have faith. God has always been there for me, I know this.....but my mind still asks why. Why must our faith be tested daily? Why can't Letting Go and Letting God be enough for now?
I must find ways to keep busy while going through TX. I have to believe that It Gets Better.
Faking it till I make it.
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Please just remember girl, it\'s just the meds & you\'ll get thru it in time.......x0x
Please be strong.....a clean bill of health awaits you.
The meds make worse any pre existing depression. It does get better. I understand that getting thru those down days is so hard to bear. Glad you are able to share about your feelings so we can help urge you on!