Hello,
This is my first day here at Daily Strenght, and I'm hoping I can find just that.
I think alot of my problems come from denial... I can't deny that I have fibro and about a million other problems, but I CAN deny that I need help. I know I need help. Right now I'm scared to death because I'm taking several classes that will determine wether or not I can get into college, which I need.
Unfortunately two of those classes require me to be extremely physical, one with my hands, one with my whole body.
And now I'm scared because after several months of control, i'm in a world of hurt. I just took three vicodin and I'm still being smothered by the pain in my legs. Normally I am fine after 1/6th of the amount I just took. I have a new medication I should start, but my doctors warned me that I will most likely get all of the side effects for a few weeks then they might fade out. I can't afford to lose that much time. In the same manner, I can't afford to hurt this much. *sigh*

Sometimes I just want a hug, even though any for of touch hurts, ya know?
~Buttercup