Last week has been really hard. My ah as been mad at me for everything
If it rains for some reason it my fault. The Docs has cut him down on his 
Pain meds. He is still in terrible pain but being we have moved to another 
State I guess they don't get in a hurry to take on new patients. Which makes
It hard on him to control his pain. I understand
That there is a lot of abuse but when they need this stuff just to live a sorta 
Of normal day. He is getting more and more depressed and it worries me as to how much he will be able to take.
Mean I know he is not blaiming me but his quietness worries. Me. He will not go to the hospital .. I just worry is all