Today
Today, Finally a day of some peace. Right now at this moment I don't feel the pain, just a empty feeling where 24 hours ago was hurting so bad I was reaching for help. It is a good day. I hope for more good days, more often.
Till Tomarrow
Till Tomarrow
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Hopes and Fears fill me today, along with anxiety. My ES is becomming a Father and so I had one of my other sons ask for his address to send gifts, and my ES said send diapers? I guess it\'s better than a f-off at this time. I have a mind that hopes to maybe someday see them but I know I need to let go of the hope that keeps my head under the water. I will send a case of diapers and be done.