Honestly I do not know why I even recognize my birthday. Year after year I hope it will get better but it doesn’t. I’m seriously about to give up on all that mess. It's always a huge disapppointment and a constant reminder.
On a slight high note my best friend and room mate Mark was so kind to take me out to dinner the night before my birthday, lunch on my birthday, and dinner the day after. *giggles* He is a dear friend and I love him very much. Obviously he didn’t have to do all that but he got to witness first hand how no one gives a damn about me.
Today, I am feeling horrible. My head is super foggy and I feel annoyed about several things. I managed to fit in a super butt kicking work out in hopes that would lift my spirits but alas it didn’t. Oh well.
I am looking forward to a good dinner tonight. Hopefully my mood will blow over soon.
Hope everyone is well.
<3 Rea