"When you gonna to make up your mind...when you gonna love you as much as I do..." - Tori AmosI took my test today which had a crap load of “true/false” questions on it. I am horrible at them! There was like ten of them on the test which ultimately killed me in the end. I got a C+ on my test. I am not too happy about that. In fact I am very angry at myself. I don’t understand why I am not good at the “true/false” questions especially when I know the material. Perhaps it’s how they word them. Then I went back to check my work and changed two answers- which the original answers were right. ~sighs~ mad…I am just mad. My over all grade because of that got drove down to an 88.9%. Grant it I can probably bring that up because we have about 8 more modules to go but that leaves absolutely no room for errors if I wish to end this course with honors. ~growls~ dumb, dumb, dumb! Though I am glad the test is over. Husband is going out of town tomorrow until Sunday for business. That leaves me to have a mini vacation because next week starts which is gonna be a very busy one. I still have to order a few more supplies for the conference and hope they show up before I start making the stuff. I was contacted last night by an ex-boyfriend who was my best friend before we went serious. He was the first guy I fell head over heels for, my high school sweetheart etc etc etc. You know how its human nature to secretly want your ex to be miserable without you? As in their life should stop or something cus your not in it. (Come on…you know you secretly thought that!) Ha-ha. Well, his did in a sense. He is 26 and falling apart. He has a kid out of wedlock, moved back in with his parents because he was diagnosed with diabetes and he can’t get it under control. He is a bit delusional about the world around him. I have always wished him the best- always. I always prayed he would follow the plan he had laid out for himself. However, he got to drinking a lot…I mean a lot…and he basically lost his way. I always encouraged him to follow his dreams. When we were together he was in high school, taking classes for a journeyman’s card AND he was working full time. When his car broke down I shuttled him from school to work to home. Its like when we broke up his goals went out of the window and he just drifted. Sad really because he had a lot of potential. So, I was snickering wildly last night as he was telling me how his life went no where and mine went to Texas with a small business, college classes, husband, two doggies, a house, land etc etc. Then he said so-and-so has been looking for me. I don’t think so. I don’t need all that in my life. That whole group can just leave me be.  My point to all this is its amazing how life changes and yet people choose to stay the same. Its nice talking to my Ex but I don’t see him as an Ex more so then I see him as the best friend he was before we started dating. Do I wish to meet him again? No, I don’t have a desire to do so. Do I wish to keep contact with him? We shall see. All I know is it was nice hearing from him and it made me laugh. I hope everyone is well…~Bright Blessings~Rea