The leaves fall patientlyNothing remembers or grievesThe river takes to the seaThe yellow drift of leaves.-   Sara Teasdale The past few days have been absolutely hectic and emotional. Grammie as far as I know is ok though she is still in the hospital. Of course my moronic Aunt and Uncle didn’t bother calling me and when I called them for information on her they treated it as if I was inconveniencing them. Hello?! I live in Texas, you are in Ohio…you are my only link to her if I cannot directly talk to her myself. Stupid heads! *growls* I managed to get a lot of studying done these past few days despite the fact I have had a hellava time focusing. I turned my essay in and got an “A” on it and tomorrow with luck I plan on taking my test. I was going to take it tonight but honestly my brain is fried from all the studying.  I ordered a workbook for my anxiety and depression. I did a lot of research on it and it got really high ratings on Amazon as well as other places. I cannot wait for it to get here, however, Amazon is saying the estimated delivery date is going to be Oct. 10th -17th which seems like FOREVER! It will be worth the wait though. All I know is I have to get to the bottom of all this as soon as possible. I just can’t take it anymore.  Yesterday I pulled out all my Halloween/Samhain decorations and put them up. Autumn is my favorite time of year and Halloween/Samhain is my favorite holiday/Sabbath. Usually I am very excited about this time of year. Everything about it makes me so happy, however, this year I feel nothing. I hate that. Perhaps when the stress of that stupid conference is over I can enjoy that is if Husband doesn’t volunteer me for anything else.  I hope everyone is well… ~Bright Blessings~Rea