Well, I managed to really hunker down and study which lead to me getting an A- on my test! That assisted of course in bringing my grade point average up to almost an A. Which is a relief considering my grade tanked the last test due to all the stress, anxiety and panic attacks I had been having.

It would seem for the most part all of that is slowly coming under control. I don’t feel restless, nervous, upset etc etc. I feel “normal” for what I feel for me. In fact they other day I was even bouncy all most. I was so determined to have a good day that I did! I guess I willed it.

My husband has “meet the teacher night” which is basically a fancy name for open house so he wont be home until late. He remembered it yesterday at dinner. He paused everything he was doing and started counting out the dates. “oh man! Tomorrow is “meet the teacher night!” I am going to have to stay late…I totally forgot!” I just laughed. He has been so busy this year with the new program and academy that he doesn’t know if he is coming or going. For him to forget is natural.

I have a lot to do today. I have to start studying the next module, work out, straighten the house and work on my small business’ fundraiser catalogue. Which mind you the whole catalogue thing I am dreading because…well it’s a long story. I am sure I will piss and moan about it later. Really there is no sense in me whining about it now. *sighs*

Be gentle to yourselves…

~Bright Blessings~
Rea