My focus in school (I am studying to become a Master Herbalist) has gone right out the window. Anytime I go to sit down and study I am anxious and distracted by wild thoughts racing through my head. I usually get A's and B's on my test with maintaining a 96.8% average. However, the last test I took I got a C- on. Grant it the test was hard and I usually dwell on the fact I get low marks however I managed to move on. Now I am dreading the final which is in Feb.- which is so far off I shouldn't even be thinking about it! UGH! I am also dreading the end of October. My husband has asked my small business to do a fund raiser for his organization that helps HS kids. (My husband is a teacher) I agreed to it and now I am roped into going to a huge conference and setting up a booth. What a nightmare! Grant it I love my job. I custom hand make candles, soaps, and bath products. However, the thought of being in a huge crowd of people for 12 hours or more- and being 3 hours away from my home- makes me just freak out. The BBQ we hosted at our place for all the kids in my husbands organization in the class he teaches was a success but I was a complete nervous wreck. I feel that even though my husband is VERY supportive and takes the time to listen to me ramble over and over about my worries/fears...I feel like he doesn't quite understand. He is this wonderful out going person who wants to go places and do things. I am a home body who enjoys being at home and left alone- only because I panic or experience extreme anxiety. *sighs* I just wish I could get all of this under control....I hope everyone is well...~Bright Blessings~Rea