Yesterday I kept myself really buzy, so I had an OK day but what happens is,  suddenly I will remember something she said or he did and it all makes sense now and the amount of deciet and lies and scheming they went trough will litarally take my breath away and tears will just start running down my face...I wonder if they hate me or if they just dont have a heart I went out with my friends last night and I had a good time for the most part but about half way trough the night I had to hide in the bathroom cause I couldnt stop crying.  Does anyone know the song Never again? I wish I could feel like that......It's my new favorite song ;)Never AgainI hope the ring you gave to herturns her finger greenI hope when you’re in bed with heryou think of meI would never wish bad thingsbut I don’t wish you wellCould you tellby the flames that burned your wordsI never read your letter'cause I knew what you’d sayGive me that Sunday school answertryin' make it all okayDoes it hurtto know I'll never be thereBet it sucks to see my face everywhereIt was youwho chose to end it like you didI was the last to know you knewexactly what you would doAnd don’t sayyou simply lost your wayShe may believe youbut I never willnever againIf she really knows the truthshe deserves youA trophy wife Oh, how cuteIgnorance is blissBut when your day comesand he’s through with youand he’ll be through with youYou’ll die together, but aloneYou wrote me in a letteryou couldn’t say it right to my faceGive me that Sunday school answerrepent yourself away[Never Again lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]Does it hurtTo know I'll never be therebet it sucks to see my face everywhereIt was youwho chose to end it like you didI was the last to know you knewexactly what you would doAnd don't sayyou simply lost your wayThey may believe youbut I never willnever againNever again will I hear youNever again will I miss youNever again will I fall to youNever Never again will I kiss youNever again will I want to Never again will I love youNever!Does it hurtto know I'll never be thereBet it sucks to see my face everywhereIt was youwho chose to end it like you didI was the last to know you knewexactly what you would doAnd don’t sayyou simply lost your wayThey may believe youbut I never willI never willI never willnever again