day 93
Today is day 93 of porn sobriety. What a challenge its been to stay off the computer porn sites. I don't crave going there anymore.
Last night I had a dream I was talking to my mother. In this dream I said to her "mom there's something I need to tell you. I am gay". She says "I've known that all along". Does she know I am gay? Is there a meaning behind this dream? I have wanted to "out" myself to her but haven't the courage. Is this the reason for my dream? Mom is almost 77 and I want to tell her before she dies. Not sure why exactly I have this need to dsiclose to her. I just want her to know.
Last night I had a dream I was talking to my mother. In this dream I said to her "mom there's something I need to tell you. I am gay". She says "I've known that all along". Does she know I am gay? Is there a meaning behind this dream? I have wanted to "out" myself to her but haven't the courage. Is this the reason for my dream? Mom is almost 77 and I want to tell her before she dies. Not sure why exactly I have this need to dsiclose to her. I just want her to know.
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