I know, I know... I've been lazy about writing my journal page.     Well... honestly, there hasn't been anything exciting or news worthy to write about.    Yesterday I hit the BIG 50!!  Not in weight loss, but in age... it was my birthday :-)   My kids took me to Red Lobster for dinner and we had a really good time.   My ex-husband (we've been divorced 21 years) happened to be in town and came along with us.  When we divorced, we promised each other that we would put any hard feelings we had about each other aside for the sake of our children, and try to at least associate as friends.    It wasn't a bad evening. I haven't gotten on the scale in about a week.  The last few days before that I was bouncing up and down between 288 and 290... that was about 4 days worth.   So I decided to just stay away from the scale for a while.   I'm anxious to see if I hit the 100 lbs loss.  I'll probably weight tomorrow morning.  Hope everyone is doing well! Cindy