I'm anxious about my doc retiring soon and who I may be stuck with in his place and if they'll start experimenting with my meds the way new ones always seem to do. Plus I'm not easy to get a long with although I'm not sure why. Anyway this has driven me into a spending  frenzy which I cannot afford and when Mr. Man finds out I am dead meat. First thing I've got to do pull the reins on the spending! 2nd see if I have any choice at all of who I get stuck with. Above all try not to panic any more. "Keep calm and carry on."