Well I spoke too soon.....went for a walk and darn it if I didn't send him a text....ughhhhhhh!! Why do I even bother it's obvious that he doesn't care or want me. He cost me a fortune when we were together and I'm finally feeling like maybe I'll get out of this black financial hole -- why the heck would I want to go back to that ????
Praying for God's grace and strength!!
Praying for God's grace and strength!!
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Don\'t be hard on yourself. I have done that many times and more times then not, I have regretted the contact. I\'ve gone back to NC, on my 7th day, whoohoo. It\'s the only way I can forget him and move on. I too am climbing out of a black hole, I see no end in sight, why would we want to go back? Because we love them, that\'s why. Hang in there. One day at a time.