I'm so proud of myself...I haven't texted him at all since I found out he cheated....maybe that was what I needed to let go....In the back of my head I was constantly thinking about the text he sent saying I was verbally abusive and running him into the ground all the time but here I was paying all the bills and going further in debt so he could go to school -- you know that school where his other also is!!  ughhhhh!!  
I refuse ever again to give a man the benefits of a husband without that commitment and even then he's gonna have to be pretty amazing to me to even get that far -- i'm just not sure i'm relationship material anymore.  I hate being lonely but I do not miss the drama.
 
I went to a birthday party for the daughter of a guy I dated over 5 years ago....we split on good terms and have I have a very good relationship still with his family and his ex wife and children (she is who invited me)-- It was nice to see him.  He made me feel good about myself -- nice to have someone notice all the walking is changing the way I look and feel :)
 
Today is Monday Let's have a good one!!