It didn't work... I obviously didn't have enough. Either that or my meds really ARE a placebo like I feared. I don't remember falling asleep after cutting again but I must have done. Woke up earlier this morning.Anyway, just wanted to let you know that unfortunately I'm still around and now I don't have any meds left to try again for a while. I feel so upset at the moment. I so wanted it to be enough. I knew it wouldn't be for a 'normal' person but I just hoped that because I'm anorexic and really underweight at the moment it would effect me more. I don't know what else to say. I just want to cry.I don't know if any of you even want to speak to me after knowing I still went ahead last night but I just wanted to say that even though your words couldn't stop me from wanting to do it, you really helped me get this far and I love you all for it.