I\'ve been where you are 13 fifteen years ago. I was making preparations to die by not eating anything so I would \"eat myself\" to death. I was so tired and then one day I got scared that I was succeeding. I made one phone call to my therapist and my pdoc and husband rallied to put me in the hospital.
One doctor said to me \"How can you do this to your children?\" I thought at the time that he was being cruel. But that\'s what turned me around. My family loved me in spite of myself. I became determined to put one foot in front of the other no matter how I felt and survive for the people who loved me. I didn\'t want to hurt anyone. It proved to be my saving grace to make that decision. My dtermination got me through and my pdoc helped me with medication to control my bipolar disorder. It took four years to make a difference because now I can live within my skin.
Don\'t give up, please! Life can be so much better if we work hard to make things better. If you can\'t do it for yourself, please try to do it for the people who love you.
I want to get to know you better. Add me to your friend list if you think you want my support. I care for you already I promise to answer any questions you have. I want to help you.
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Try writing your pain down on paper. That always helps me and sometimes I let my therapist read it so he understands what I can\'t talk about. hugs
go somewhere where u can be alone...and just let loose....get those tears flowing! sounds to me like u NEED to cry!
I\'ve been where you are 13 fifteen years ago. I was making preparations to die by not eating anything so I would \"eat myself\" to death. I was so tired and then one day I got scared that I was succeeding. I made one phone call to my therapist and my pdoc and husband rallied to put me in the hospital.
One doctor said to me \"How can you do this to your children?\" I thought at the time that he was being cruel. But that\'s what turned me around. My family loved me in spite of myself. I became determined to put one foot in front of the other no matter how I felt and survive for the people who loved me. I didn\'t want to hurt anyone. It proved to be my saving grace to make that decision. My dtermination got me through and my pdoc helped me with medication to control my bipolar disorder. It took four years to make a difference because now I can live within my skin.
Don\'t give up, please! Life can be so much better if we work hard to make things better. If you can\'t do it for yourself, please try to do it for the people who love you.
I want to get to know you better. Add me to your friend list if you think you want my support. I care for you already I promise to answer any questions you have. I want to help you.
I send you my love, dearheart!