Sigh...
Just felt very down today. Told my therapist that Family Therapy once again wouldn't be happening. He looked suspicous then just look a bit pissed off (but he wasn't with me). I think he knows something is going on but he's waiting for me to talk first. I really wanted to tell him. Just blurt everything out but I couldn't. I need him to ask me! It's pathetic...I'm pathetic, but at the moment I just want to be following him round like a lost puppy. He feels like a protector to me, it's stupid I know but I can't help it. I feel like at some point I'll just 'crack' and be able to spill everything out to him.Stupid....pathetic....weak.... any more words to describe what a worthless piece of shit I am?
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