Saw my therapist.Whether he got it or not I don't know. He didn't respond to it at all. There wasn't a conversation about it or anything.I left the session feeling completely...I don't even know how to describe it.All the way home I held everything in. As soon as I walked through the door I just burst into tears.So I'm not scared of suicide or self harm anymore? Then why this reaction? I still feel like I couldn't give a damn. I WANT to die...especially now! So why did him not reacting to what I told him upset me so much.Oh I forgot. It's because I'M FUCKED IN THE HEAD!!!
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