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Feeling....rather rubbish. What's new? 7 days to go before I see my pdoc. Mouth is still sore....hmm what else can I moan about?

I spent most of the day playing Pokemon on my DS, I just didn't have the energy to do anything. Oh, I did go out into the garden and sow some seeds that have been sitting in my draw for months. Luckily it's still the right time to sow them. They should germinate between 14-20 days. I brought some pansies and forget-me-nots. Hope they take, growing plants from seed is hard though. I'm trying to grow a Bonsai Tree too but it's not due to show for another couple of weeks so I don't really know how it's doing. His name is Joe. Joe the St.Joeseph's Bread Tree. Imaginitive huh?

Nothing really planned for tomorrow I don't think. I'm feeling a bit funny again tonight. Feel quite down tonight but I'm feeling on edge too. I hope it doesn't mean I'm going to have a bad night with the intrusive thoughts. I've actually had a couple of really good nights sleep....actually....an example of how tense I am at the moment I've just realised I've been sitting here typing away and my teeth are clenched so tight it's made my jaw stiff.  My clock says 12:27am and yet here I am wide awake again.

I'm hungry.... I don't think I ate enough today. My appetite with the Prozac is awful. I've only had....*thinks*....a bowl of minestroni soup and a slice of bread. No wonder I'm hungry. I need fooooood *sniff*

x-Bliss-x