Here's my second entry but this time it's a proper journal entry.

Had an OK day, not done much really. Been on the laptop most of the day and watched something on TV.  OWWWW I just bit my tongue!!! smiley-surprised.gif That was pretty stupid...ow..

Anyway, so I can't remember if I said in my intro post that my pdoc has gone away for 2 weeks on holiday, at the worst possible time! There were some med changes that needed to be done but he wasn't happy to change anything while he was away unless I was desprate. Well I wasn't at the time...I thought I could hold on. Trouble is when I start to spiral downwards it starts off with nights, only then it creeps into the day. So now I'm left feeling rubbish at the moment (although not so bad as last night) and just waiting for these 10 days to pass by so I can go back and see him. Arghhh I hate all this so much.

Enough rambling I need to try and go to sleep soon as insomnia is another problem I seem to have aquired with the Fluoxa...Fluroxi..smiley-undecided.gif....Prozac.

Night everyone!
x-Bliss-x

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LOL! You seem like a fun person. Hope that your tongue gets to feeling better. I am sure that you can hold on till he gets back. Your friends here will be willing to help you out. Me included. Have a nice evening!
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I think that our pdoc\'s should be there for us 24/7, no vacations, not time off....LOL. It\'s hard b/c even though we need them they also have lives and need to live them. I will pray for you making it through the next 10 days. Just take it a day at a time.

-michelle