Happy Birthday to me
Today is my 25th birthday . . .I feel incredibly old , personally I thought I'd never make it to 17 much less 25 so wow. I still miss my daughter and this is hard for me not sharing another birthday with her. It makes me bitter and angry but also sad because it feels like this is it. . .I lost my only child who was my personal miracle and savior. I just don't understand though is it illegal to be too happy? It seems like it is because I have lost so many people close to me and I think it was because they made me happy. If thats the case I just want Kyle to be left out of this. I don't think I could bear losing him as well. On the more brighter thoughts Kyle is coming home this week.SOOOO SUPER DUPER EXCITED I AM OVER THE MOON EXCITED. But back to moribidville he wasn't there for her funeral so we decided to do a rememberance day for Fleur for him so he can properly grieve for her as well. I'm thinking about getting a tattoo done for fleur's memory not sure what it will be yet.
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many moms here have tattoos.... they are all different,,, but they do have our child\'s name.......love ya!
Experience often makes us feel older than we are...and it sounds like you have had many experiences. I hope that you enjoy your time with Kyle and that it helps him to have a special day to remember your daughter. Love and gentle hugs...btw...wait until you are 57...then you can feel old :)