well v-d was realy good hubby gave me roses and all is well.  weekend was great. dont know why i feel down all is well with married life.  took a walk around neighborhooh and fences need mending or gone things look a little dumpy. think my glass is looking half empty, trying to be positive but is is difficult.  no reason everything is looking GOOD, its me. afraid im going to mess things up with hubby.  it is gooing way to good for too long. its ok ill get out of this funk and it will be fine.