put up christmas tree and decorated the house a little life is good.  tomorrow is sons b-day  all is well. talked to paul yesterday and he hung up on me, he is extreamy sensitive. each x talk to paul feel like he attacts me. im offering friendship only and he attacts me, wish i could change his mind and have him not attack me he is the oppiosit of when we were going together. its ok he is ust a lier he reay dosent like me only pretended to to get his way he wanted some one to hurt so he cuold feel good about himself  im the presure cooker lid for him to let off anger so he dosent explode and self destruck.