talked to paul last night, he said he cant drive i soo want to be with him, only he will not accept me. im finally strong again i know if i see him, the pain will staart all over again each x it takes longer to be strong again it hurts soo much. i want to rush to his side but he didnt ask me too and made it plain he dosent want me he has told me a dozen times why do i not understand leave and dont look back. when you love someone it is hard to leave especialy when they need you. feel faulthy because of my temper.
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So you got to talk to Paul. That was good huh. He still has a strong pull on your heart strings. What made him call you I wonder? Or did you call him? What made him tell you he can\'t drive? How did that make you feel? Sounds like you felt guilty. What is your sin? Anger? Anger is not sin, abuse is sin. Anyway, glad you got to talk to Paul E2. Have a good sleep.