most days go to club house,they are groups where you work out emotional problems daily if you want, everyone is in a different place in their journey(i see alot of pain and very brave people) today i got a new phy. he gave me meds to sleep he says not sleeping is alot of me being yellie(i hope he is right).  (going thu seperation and probable divorce) upward and onward!!!!!! todau was holloween party at the club house.  entered dance contest asked a guy to dance with me and we won.  completly proud of me for trying and happy we won; we won a gift certificate to a grocery store.  next week will get food handler certificate so can prepare lunch (people are hungry, i have never been without food but by choice or too nervious too eat) alot of people come to the club house to eat it is the only meal they get all day.  soo very wrong people are hungry just because they are mentaly ill and at the lower end of the food chain. to me and all mentaly ill, take meds,  eat well and get sleep be on a schedule.  we function better than most than and especialy life is better than good. feeling very loving love the world again