think im on to some thing reading aabook-bills story sound so simple if when im angry just sit quitely and lisson to gGod talk to my being.  today asked god should let paul go the answer is yes.  asked if it will always be this way the answer is dont know figure the futhure will tell what is best for the two of us. pray gods will not mine.  know god dosent make mistakes psul was put in my path for a reason.  have always had a strong need to connect with god. going to read more.