went to church,usely cry a little because went with paul while dateing there, anyway feel better than not going everyone knows paul and loves him and they love me too so feel better than not going.  have tried other churches just didnt fit in.  most churches if you dont know someone or have husband  you dont fit in.  enought of rambling went  diner with girlfriend and her twin had a good time then back to church got a lot of hugs and good conversation.  latter called a friend , Bill.  i wanted to know how to open a sober living house (we had talked about this years before)  bill suggested a few things and also reading the aa12 step and call back in a week for more information.