feeling mellow and happy sort of .  the wind is storming out side i love to hear the wind (nature is good) the kind  loving gental hubby i have asked for divorce to day.  a little sarcasm actualy he is all of those thing and more just not to me every since we got married.  today it is ok doors are opening for me. i can see maybe why god put this in my life.  was way too comfortable while married.  still want to be peer avocat.  like helping people but will not bring anymore home with me again.